Sunday, August 23, 200911:59 PM
■ Ordinary me
Ordinary.
That is the word to describe myself.
No one would ever put their focus on me. I am too ordinary.
It is plain and simple, without a sprinkle of taste.
The colors of my world is Grey, Black and White. Sometimes with my favorite color Yellow.
What is Ordinary to me?
A person that is normal, just like an ordinary object.
What the person's life ahead was all normal and simple nothing really exciting and fun, no one would admire, no direction and no comments.
Just following what you are being told to do. Accept what you are given. Follow others' wishes.
Emotions that you have is an ordinary face, without an expression. Be happy, sad, angry.. whenever you need these expression.
Friends may think that you are person where whenever they need someone,they can come to you..
but whenever she needs someone, she found no one.
Being ordinary can be a kind of happiness. Cause, someone outside may have much more unfortunate things happening to them than you do.
Being ordinary can be sad cause no one knows that you need someone to be there.. and that you would like your life to be more interesting and colorful.
This ordinary girl Sometimes wish that there could be something extraordinary happening.
Like having Super Powers? Being the princess in the story books. ha..
She continue to dream on everyday. How she wishes she can be extraordinary? Different from others.
How can she be someone to be noticed of? How can she be someone surrounded by many friends who loved her.
How can her friends treats her just like a girl and a friend who they will perform their promises. How can she be more blissful and fortunate to have everything she needed emotionally by her side...
How is a word that is so easy to say.. but difficult to execute and realise...
How are you going to do that? Is the problem faced.
All she wants is simple. She just hope that there are less of rejections and uncompromises.
She just wanna meet her friends to have fun, and not be upset by someother things. She wants to be Happy..
She wants to leave a happy impression in their friend's minds...instead of a unhappy face...She wanna be part of their lives so much, but no one noes.
She dun wanna be alone.. she wan someone to care.. and understand and to accompany.. which seem so difficult.
She wants to have more life. A more colorful one... She hopes for these... but will these be fulfilled?
Is it really difficult to actually hope these are being fulffilled?..
they have their own lifes and friends too..they cant surround you.... you cant hold on to them..
the best maybe to let go.. and let your hopes go away too..
you are hoping for too much.. this is the word for you.
you will never fulfil it.. no one will help you..
even they read this, they will maybe treat it as, its your rantings again.. no point saying it. we haven talked like for months. I dun know who u are anymore.
She is still the same.. but just a lot more of unhappy things happened to her that buried her smile and happiness and told no one other than her true pals.
No one is willing to uncover her trueself.. no is dares to.
Once I read a book, it enlightens me at that you should be happy everyday.
Live your life to the fullest, believe in yourself and Smile, be Happy.
That is what you should do, to actually take things easier...and of course make yourself happy, with or without your friends and family. Time will pass whether you are happy or sad. So why not choose to be Happy?
At least try your best to be.
Regards,
Jia Jia
A reflection Upon
That is the word to describe myself.
No one would ever put their focus on me. I am too ordinary.
It is plain and simple, without a sprinkle of taste.
The colors of my world is Grey, Black and White. Sometimes with my favorite color Yellow.
What is Ordinary to me?
A person that is normal, just like an ordinary object.
What the person's life ahead was all normal and simple nothing really exciting and fun, no one would admire, no direction and no comments.
Just following what you are being told to do. Accept what you are given. Follow others' wishes.
Emotions that you have is an ordinary face, without an expression. Be happy, sad, angry.. whenever you need these expression.
Friends may think that you are person where whenever they need someone,they can come to you..
but whenever she needs someone, she found no one.
Being ordinary can be a kind of happiness. Cause, someone outside may have much more unfortunate things happening to them than you do.
Being ordinary can be sad cause no one knows that you need someone to be there.. and that you would like your life to be more interesting and colorful.
This ordinary girl Sometimes wish that there could be something extraordinary happening.
Like having Super Powers? Being the princess in the story books. ha..
She continue to dream on everyday. How she wishes she can be extraordinary? Different from others.
How can she be someone to be noticed of? How can she be someone surrounded by many friends who loved her.
How can her friends treats her just like a girl and a friend who they will perform their promises. How can she be more blissful and fortunate to have everything she needed emotionally by her side...
How is a word that is so easy to say.. but difficult to execute and realise...
How are you going to do that? Is the problem faced.
All she wants is simple. She just hope that there are less of rejections and uncompromises.
She just wanna meet her friends to have fun, and not be upset by someother things. She wants to be Happy..
She wants to leave a happy impression in their friend's minds...instead of a unhappy face...She wanna be part of their lives so much, but no one noes.
She dun wanna be alone.. she wan someone to care.. and understand and to accompany.. which seem so difficult.
She wants to have more life. A more colorful one... She hopes for these... but will these be fulfilled?
Is it really difficult to actually hope these are being fulffilled?..
they have their own lifes and friends too..they cant surround you.... you cant hold on to them..
the best maybe to let go.. and let your hopes go away too..
you are hoping for too much.. this is the word for you.
you will never fulfil it.. no one will help you..
even they read this, they will maybe treat it as, its your rantings again.. no point saying it. we haven talked like for months. I dun know who u are anymore.
She is still the same.. but just a lot more of unhappy things happened to her that buried her smile and happiness and told no one other than her true pals.
No one is willing to uncover her trueself.. no is dares to.
Once I read a book, it enlightens me at that you should be happy everyday.
Live your life to the fullest, believe in yourself and Smile, be Happy.
That is what you should do, to actually take things easier...and of course make yourself happy, with or without your friends and family. Time will pass whether you are happy or sad. So why not choose to be Happy?
At least try your best to be.
Regards,
Jia Jia
A reflection Upon